Thursday, October 31, 2013

Sometimes I get sad ....

But then I’m like
I’m cute why am I sad"

Lol. For real Though.

 Top- Rainbow
Boots- Sirens
Bag- Nine West

I hate that feeling....

When you randomly feel depressed. There is no warning, no apparent reason. It just happens. You feel empty, and you feel hopeless. And you just feel tired. As if you never want to move again. Then when someone asks you what’s wrong, you can’t say because there is nothing that comes to mind. Then you start thinking of what it could be, and you realize just how much is wrong. You know that feeling? Yeah, it sucks."

It snowed in Canada (Alberta) two days ago. I managed to take a walk/run and get these pictures a few days before the snow fell.

 Peace away from the city


Oct Playlist Week 3 & 4

Tink- Take me there/ Somo-Love song/Anita Nicole-Ecstacy
KStylis-Trampoline Booty/Sioux Lane- It's about time/Adina Howard-Horney for your love
Dwele-Weekend Love/Joi Starr-Energy/Chella H- Kiss my ass
Trinidad James- Hip Club

Not everyone will accept, like, and/or understand you....

... but that's okay, not everyone has to. Don't feel bad about it.Just keep moving on because humans have tons of like experiences, so, there’s got to be someone out there who sees the same silver lining (or lack there of) that you do. So, don’t let yourself feel weird, or abnormal, or "bad" because someone else didn’t "get" you because that’s perfectly okay.
Top- Marshalls
Boots- Hot Topic
Bag- Nine West


My Oct Favorites

Hey Loves.

I don't usually do these but I had some things I really loved this month so I thought I would share.

Hard Candy Glow all the way- I Love this product. I use it during the summer on my legs along with my Johnson's baby oil and it gives the most beautiful color and look. Sexy. I have been using it recently on my face added with my makeup and it makes the consistency thick and creamy. It also makes my skin look glowy and beautiful.
Hard Candy Lite Bright- I recently purchased this and I use it under my eye because it is a brightening concealer. OMG, I couldn't stop looking at myself when I used this. It was so pretty. Where has then been all of my makeup life?!
Mac Fix + - Ok, So I have had this product and never really used it a lot. Recently, I have been reaching for it every time I do my makeup and it makes everything come together perfectly.
Halloween White Makeup stick- I found this at the dollar store. It is just a basic white stick that you use for Halloween. I have been using it as a base for my eye shadow and it is amazing. I freaking love it and for $1 it is well worth it!

Mio water enhancer. - I always use crystal light for my water. I never ever drink juice. This Mio in mango peach is sooo good and amazing. Just try it for real.
Milani  Loose Makeup Powder- Milani makes amazing products. I found this one at the dollar store in the states. Let me tell you, when I use this to set my under eye concealer, it gives the most beautiful brightening look. So pretty.
Luminessence In Pumpkin Pie- Ok, this can also e found at the dollar store. $1 yall. I swear on everything that this particular one gives Bath & Body works pumpkin candles a run for their money. It makes my entire living room and kitchen smell AMAZING!
Hottest (Dupe for BeyoncĂ© Heat)- You can usually find this dupe at a store like Rainbow. I purchased this for $3 on a whim and I don't regret it and I need to buy another one because I know I will use this up for the winter.  The smell is warm, ladylike and pretty. Plus, it actually last. Of course that depends on your own body chemistry but it smell so good.


Yes Please

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

The funny thing about introverts is ....

...once they feel comfortable with you, they can be the funniest, most enjoyable people to be around. It’s like a secret they feel comfortable sharing with you. Except, the secret is their personality.
Skirt-Forever 21
Thigh Highs- American Apparel (Clearly in love with them)
 I grew up extremely shy. So shy to the point that I wouldn't sneeze in class or cough because I didn't want people looking at me.
(Not any more. Turnup! Lol)
I had lots of friends because although I was shy, Once they got to know me they realizes I was cool as hell.
I may have permanent bitch face but I'm really a sweet heart if you treat me right.
I am super loyal to those I call my friends so I expect the same.

“I like people too much...

...or not at all."

Literally, There is no in between.
If you hang out with someone it needs to be someone or people you really like and really vibe with. I wouldn't want anyone hanging around me who kind-a-sorta likes me. Nope. What's the point of that?
Skirt-Not sure...From a store in a mall here on the west coast of Canada. Lol
Shoes- Shoe Carnival

Shit I Like...


Hey Loves.
The Boy & I decided to have family time and carve a pumpkin.
It was actually really fun.


Love Cake...Try this cake batter milk shake.
I didn't measure out anything. It is really to your liking.
White cake
Coconut Milk
Blue coloring
Whip cream.

 Loaded Mash Potatoes.
Potatoes boiled and mashed
Sour Cream
Shredded Cheese (I used both Mozzarella and Colby Jack)
Real Bacon Bits

Washed & cut Strawberries
Whipped Cream

In reality if you follow my blog you will know I'm conscious of calories and healthy food so when I eat things that are Non-Healthy they have to be worth while and mind blowing. Otherwise I get this anxiety of eating calories for nothing.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

My Fav T.V Shows

Dress: Marshalls
Thigh Highs- American Apparel
Bag- Michael Kors
Necklace- Rue 21 
Shoes- Shoe Carnival
Project Runway Season 12
Top Chef Masters Season 5
Bar Rescue Season 3
Tamar and Vince Season 2
Black Ink Crew Season 2
The Walking Dead Season 4

Plot twist:

He thinks about you too

“I will only let you touch me,

if your hands are so full of intention,
that every brush of your palms feels
like you writing a novel on my skin."

Top- Bape
Bottoms- H&M

Babe and I visited another park in the city.
If you ever visit Canada, Make sure you see the parks
(being that's really the only thing to do)